Fuck.

Im not strong enough for this.

Idk if I can do this

This has to be the hardest thing to go through.

Life is crazy. It takes you through so many experiences. Some good. Some bad. Some amazing. You were amazing. You taught and showed me and built the person I am today. One day I will be able to give you the world. But if I dont go out and find myself and start my future I will never be able to forgive myself and I will never be the man I want to be. The man I see myself to be. This isnt only for me but for my future.

-Nick